i'm due to go back to work in a month, i'm dreading it. but its something i have to do if my hubby and i are ever going to be able to buy our own house. But i am studying at the moment so i can eventually do my work from home. I resent paying £800 on sending my boy to nursery. its not right. i want to be there for all his "firsts" but unfortunately i can't always have what i want
