oh huni!! i kno how u feel as i went thru it wen i was 15 also!! i have to tell u that it was the hardest thing i have eva gone thru!! and wudnt do it again!! i thought i'd made a mistake for years.. but then 3years ago i had my daughter amy and she put all in perspective!! i did do the right thing then, it was the best choioce for me at that time... the b/f i was with at the time was a drug user and abusive so i kno if i didnt make that decision that man wud stil b in my life and also i am now married and expecting my third!! ur life wil turn around... u wil never 4get that baby as i havent forgotten mine.. but look at it like... wot kind of life wud that child have had!! i kno some can have children young and their kids r the happiest around... as 2of my friends had children around same time i didnt!! but it wasnt the time for me... i got my gcse's and a-levels and i met the man of my dreams!! i hope u find the light at the end of this very dark tunnel soon and wen u do u wil c things in a new way!! if u need to chat then pm me and i'l give u my msn!!
take care and chin up!!