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when i had my son the first 2 days i was fine but i couldnt feed him he wudnt latch i started to feel sad i had to use a pump which was hard and feed him top up by bottle i wasn told that our naturla milk was best so tryed the nurses stressed to me he myt have jandus hes low in sugar and i was trying my hardest but still wudnt latch and to be honest my hubby isnt a bad man he didnt know much just like me so i was always upset in the hospital hglad im stile did his best to reassur me i thought i had none to talk tom until a nurse who i thought was grumpy was amzingly the one to talk to she asked me a question am i beeing pressured and i said no but i think iam the only mother in this world who cant be normal in my feeding i was alot happier that i spoke to her beeing in hospital five days i wanted to get out a girl called emma who had a beautiful gorgouse girl was grt to me brn day after my boy i spoke to her alot too and im so glad we met im still in contact with her weve become very good friends now she was there for me every step of the way ppl used to come to visit 1 question how am i feeding wich is nosey a woman near me had the same prob as me and now i look at our bABIES and think ours are more beautiful cos we thought about wots best for our children and not wot others tell us after two months of pain i bottle fed ny1 who needs to talk come hear and i will help