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Im 18 years old, in a very commited relationship and near 5 months pregnant. I have aspergers, general anxiety disorder, ADD and I'm guessing it would be very hard for me to 'grow up' like many have told me I should do so. I've had severe depression problems and I'm really not sure what this pregnancy means to me.
I absolutely love whats inside of me. But my partner is a very smart man and tells me we still need 'our' time. We have looked at the option of putting our baby up for adoption and he's acting like we already decided this for sure. The thought of it kills me though. I know I'm not ready but something else inside is telling me I want to keep it and start a family. Right now all I do is work and I'm hoping that I'm not just bored and I'm thinking a baby would fix it. I need advice, anyone to talk to would be really nice...