oh huni... u seem to b in a very hard place rite now!!
u really have to do what is rite for u and ur baby!! u need to try and sit ur other half down and seriously talk!!
he cannot make u give the baby up 4adoption if thats not wot u want... u will only regret it!! so u have to make sure u really think and talk this thru!!
mayb if u go to ur gp too and mayb they can refer u 2some1 who u can talk to and who can help u!!
due to ur aspergers and add, also ur anxiety u will need help and support outside the family unit too!! whicheva u decide to do!!
please do something sooner rather than later coz u r going thru a major upheaval in ur life and sooner u talk and get the help u need the better it'l b for u!
wish u all the best hun and remember we'r all here if u need to talk,cry, rant or just let of steam!!
take care!! lots of love! ***