[clare bear]

well things have got worse,i just wish Ants family would let his Dad rest in peace now. None of them have anything to do with Ant now not even his Mum.T he only time hes sees her is if he goes to her home.The family have gone against him because of me. Apperantly ive caused to much trouble in the family,i dont know how as ive not bothered with them for ages.Its also been said that i had a go at my sister in law over Ants Dads grave at his funeral. It hurts so much that they can all think id be such an heartless bitch. There was not a bad word said by me or anyone over his Dads grave. why do they have to make it so hard.