Thanks everyone. I didn't think my life was that bad at one point but it is lol. I've written my story on the page um .... leaving a relationship or something like that. Might give you an idea of why I am the way I am. I think it is friends that I need, as it is the case with most other people.
Thanks again everyone

Another question I hope people can help me with is ... Nits. Bloody bloody nits. My OH's kid comes here with nits EVERY weekend. It never ends. Anyways, my daughters hair is thick, very thick. She caught them. I got rid. She caught them again, I got rid. Its been going on since 2006. And I have had enough. Not just that, my daughter has now (hopefully) rid of them nasty things, but she has eggs. They are everywhere. Especially behind her ears. And when I put her hair up they show. I have tried every nit lotion, every nit comb, conditioner. The works.
Any advice would be great. I feel like starting a petition up at my Oh's kids school and get the 'Nit nurse' back. When I was at school, we had a nit nurse and it was great ( well not at the time ) but no one ever had any and if they did they were gone with in days.
Moan over

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