[♥ Kerry ♥]

Hey i am 18 yrs old 19 July 1st. I am originally from manchester but moved up to newcastle when i was 16 as thats where my bf is from.

I suffer badly with bulimia and have done since i was 13. I did go collage at 16 but i left cuz i moved up here. And since i lived up here ive lost all my friends and my family no longer care about me.

I suffer with depression as my mum used to abuse me and my sister thats why i became bulimic in the first place.

i am that ill that i havent been able to work etc since i lived up here. i have no one apart from my bf and i am getting even more depressed as every day that i awake i am just stuck in the flat with no one to talk too, i never go out anywhere and to be honest I feel really lonely and now i have a baby..

i just dont know what to do, i miss having friends and having a laugh. i miss someone knocking on my door or texting me but no one from manchester cares or have contacted me in ages.

do u know what i can do to try and snap me out of my depression? thats why i joined here as i thought i mite meet some nice ppl to talk too as seen as i do nothing with my day apart from look after my son.

im just so down and feel abnormal as i dont have any friends etc my life is basically living in my flat and going out every now and again to the shops. as i cant go to my mates i have none

just any advice wud be appriciated as its driving me nuts ...