[stacy_elise]

thats a hard 1 chuck, i suppose every1 is scared about goin into labour but it sounds like you really are petrified, as for your midwife laughing i dont think shes very gud, she should be encouraging you, and helpin u feel better. i was so scared bout labour its a control thing like you said, but it honestly isnt as bad as u may think, i know every1 is different, but as soon as u hold ure baby every thing that happens in labour almost dissapears,