[fi-n-jess]

when i found out i was going to have the planned section i was terrified, the consultant was great and understanding but when it was cancelled i was frustrated not being able to see my baby that day. but when i went into theatre for the emergancy section all that fear reared its head again.
but now its over it wasnt so bad, just the recovery was long and awfully painful.

at the end of the day i know that jess was born safely, i guess thats what counts!