[yummymummy1987]

i have had counselling before as i had a drug problem when i was younger but it doesnt seem to help. she wasnt very good! i have a midwife appointment this afternoon so i will mention it then. i just get worried that if i say something to the wrong person i could lose my kids, i was paranoid the first time around that they were going to take my son because of a former drug problem, but the midwife told me it would be ok as i have been clean for 3 years now