ive had a really bad week, our house nearly got reposessed, ive got credit card company after me and the bank isnt helping, my horse is lame, my cats and their kittens have fleas and i think i might be made redundant from my work (still on maternity leave).
for the first time in a year i feel like i want to die.
i had pnd after my first kid was born 19 moths ago. now my second, jess, is 4 months and things are tough, very tough.
my closest friend had moved to cornwall, over 300 miles away and my other close friend has gone all strange on me and i dont feel like i can talk to her anymore.
why does life have to be so crap.
