thanks for the kind words, they help. got health visitor coming again 2moz, gonna try and explain more about how i feel. trouble is my hubby is around and tends to talk over me and say im coping well and everything is ok, but its not, i may look ok and have a good day now and then but deep down i hate myself and feel a failure. wish there was a quick fix.
Jess isnt as happy a baby as fiona was and cant help thinking its my fault. im miserable so its making her like it too. would she read off me like that? she smiles a lot but doesnt giggle and laugh as much as my friends baby who is a month younger
had enough of this now.
on the up side, my horse is now sound again and i rode him yesterday and today! woop woop!!