[rara]

As some of you know I had my daughter at 35 weeks and she weighed in at 4lb 9oz. Luckily she needed no special care of any kind and we went home the following day.

The thing is Im getting myself all worked up that I will go into labour early again, but Im really scared it will be much earlier. No reason was found for my daughter coming early and the midwives have said I stand every chance of going full term with this pregnancy but I cant help but worry.

Every little niggle Im like "Please Not Now". I worry about it every day and I know I shouldnt. My midwife has told me to relax about it as if baby decides to come early then baby will come early.

Im much bigger with this pregnancy, all bump, so he's gonna be a big one which makes me even more anxious about premature labour.

I know they can do marvelous things these days for preemies but its still a worry!

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