i do sincerely love my boyfriend john, i really do. but sometimes he drives me to the brink of despair.
i think its mostly whats going on in my head. i think it resentment because he has mates to go out with and i dont, and its always me thats home with the baby. i dont mind this at all, and obviously john cant stay with me all the time. and he does take me out when we have a sitter
(im not really making much sense am i?)
it feels as though life is passing me by
i think just by reading this back that its not my relationship with john thats making me feel down, but because i have no friends. although i will appreciate any advice given
