im stuck in every nite lol but it wasnt to bad last nite as I had me cousin here and her little one and they stayed over nite which is probably a good thing as I have been very low this week

I want chris to be here even tho he cant cos of wot he has done... but its goin to be hard gettin up on Tuesday mornin with just me and the kids and him not here after 4 years together...
ah well at least I have me family and mates and I am goin to be at me sisters house for dinner
xx