having a bad day

[shell]

This doesn't happen very often & don't want to sound like a whinge bag but im having such a bad day Im even crying as i type so if my spellings crap im really sorry!! I was fine earlier then my nan came to watch the kids while i do my volunteering. My sister in law gets married in July & i have to buy an outfit. I never feel comfy whem im dressed up, but thought what the hell i'll make the effort & try something a bit glam as kids are pageboys & bridesmaid & Stu's an usher & my stepson isa giving her away. I've seen a beautiful dress on ebay so showed it to my nan. What a mistake , she said it was a lovely dress on the model but i shouldn't bother. I could have slapped her but let it go, instead i went upsrairs & had a good cry. While i was upstairs Stu rang & i asked him a question, he didn't hear me then started balling down the phone that he was really busy & had better things to do than answer my quaetion. To make things worse he then asked me to do the thing that i'd just asked him, but he hadn,t heard me. So you guessed it, i ended up crying again. I got myself together & then I got ready for my volunteering & when i came downstairs my nan told me she was taking the kids to my moms cos i was in a funny mood & she thought the break from the kids would be good for me, it's hard when they're off scholl!!
It seems whenevr i got to buy something nice someone always says something thats vile. Although i have a laugh on here my self confidence, as in my appearance, is at rock bottom & just can't hack it anymore. Im always considerate to others feelings & love it when i make ppl happy but just wish that they'd think what they're saying before they say it. Im now fed up cos im still crying lol

[sarahfeb10]

Sorry you are feeling so upset today Shell! We all have days like that when we feel like noone cares Im sure you will pick yourself up soon and wonder what you were so upset for. If it helps I have just been to visit my gran and I said that I felt Id put a bit of weight on and she agreed with me saying she had noticed, sometimes people dont think
You will find the perfect outfit for the wedding and blow everyone away and make sure to post a pic so we can all tell you how great you looked Dont forget that were here when you feeling down, I we'd never judge you so keep whinging to us, we'll try an cheer you up :smile:

[shell]

Thanks hun, i don't usually get upset but sometimes i think you plod & then it gets too much & it all comes tumbling out. My nan's always the same she never really thinks through what shes about to say. Felling a bit better now though thanks hun

[pinkydinkydo]

do you know what i always say hunni & that is ppl including family who put you down etc are infact insucure themselves & have their own issues i would take it with a pinch of salt & bugger the lot of them if you want it then you get it it's not them who has to wear it it's you & if it makes happy sod everyone else. as for stu take no notice hes a man!! daz is pissing me off so i'm taking ben out chin up hun!!!

[rileysmam]

aww shell chick dont be sad im sorry ur nan upset you if u want the dress buy it or go out and buy something even better u will look fab on the wedding day dont let ppl put u down hun ur better than that u are always here to pick us up when were down so u can whine all day if u like i know how u feel cos i dont have much confidance my im working on that and as for apperance i wish i was different everyday but we are hard working mammys and ours kids love us the way are and so do our blokes i hope you feel better soon hun

Are you still feeling sad Shell? I hope your day improved ***

[shell]

hi Shell's back on top form. After ny whinging earlier i decided b******* to everyone & shouted it at the top of my voice, the kids wereout & i shut the windows so no-one could hear me. I will wear whatever i want and look every inch the godess that i really am. As you can see i have my humour back & as for Stu, I had a full apology & he'll pay later !!
Thank you for being so lovely, no more whining from me just happy stuff x

[pinkydinkydo]

wayhey hun my shell is back on form!!!!!

[rileysmam]

glad your bk to yourself and feeling better chick x

[shell]

Thanks hun ***x Just glad pinky's slipper wasn't reading my post, i'd have probably got a slap & tols to pull myself together lol