Having a bad time at the moment

[manicmummy]

Hi all
Sorry i guess this is a whinge!! right now i feel like i want to walk away from the world!! i am very low due to a number of things occuring and decisions needing to make and am i making the right ones! I know running awy is not gonna help so im not doing that. I just feel so much is on at present and how much more can i cope with.

My husband was hospitalised in Jamuary with suspected major heart attck- only 42, not overweight and fit he plays rugby. Turns out after loads of tests and a operation that he has a viral infection around the heart that has now affected the left side of his heart. He is on drugs to help things but it has stopped him from doing what he loves and we still dont know where we stand with things. I am scared in case something happens to him i love him so much, he had two more attcks last week and he has returned to work part-time but they are looking at signing him off again because his blood pressure has risen. I just feel like i have had enought, i am trying to juggle my business , worried about my husband, looking after the kids, one of which we have problems at the moment with and i dont know which way to turn to or who to speak to.

Sorry rant over i needed to get it off my chest

Love

Karen***

[pinkydinkydo]

hi karen sorry to hear this the funny thing is that us women are strong creatures songer than the male!!! i know things seem bad at the moment as you have so much to contend with but in the end everything will sort it's self out!!! & you will feel alot better. all my love to you & your family. don't worry about winging on here christ i do enough of it!!! chin up hun!!

[shell]

Hello Karen, a good old rant never hurt anyone! it'll probably do you good to let off a bit of steam every now & again. I know things are tough at the moment, but things will get sorted in time. Try to make a bit of you time if you can. A nice hot bubbly bath with a few candles works wonders!! Remember to take care of you, I know everything feels terrible at the moment but things will get better. Take care & all my love & best wishes to you all xx

Hi Karen, sometimes it's nice to have a good 'ol rant on here, then everybody is so lovely and sweet with their thoughts and wishes for you it makes you feel a whole lot better! Thinking of you, here if you need us ***

[c.a.cullum]

hi karen.. sorry to hear u got so much on ur mind at the mo.. and im sure they'l have ur partner up and about like normal as soon as poss.. they can work wonders nowadays!! and as the other ladies have said... u can rant to us weneva u feel necessary!! its good to share ur troubles.. becoz as the saying goes.. a problem shared is a problem halved!! lots of love being sent ur way!!!

[rileysmam]

hiya karen, sorry to hear about your husbvand and how much you have on your mind at the moment hopefully it will get better and we are all here to talk and listen to you rant whenever you need us to keep your chin up chick and i hop things start getting better for you, your hubby and your family xx

[manicmummy]

Thank you all for your words of encouragement, they mean a lot to me. One major decison made today which has been a weighgt of my shoulder about my sons schooling. I must be so stressed as when i was making dinner earlier i fainted and thats not like me!

Anyway thanks for your support

Love

Karenxx

[clare bear]

my thoughts are with you hun. it helps to have a rant every now and then believe me it does help.