I cant cope ne more

[emerald-babe31]

I am able to cope ne more with the kids they have been playin me up since Thursday and I cant seem to do ne thing right for them from making the dinner to lettting them play on the pc.. they have been so cheeky and awful and lately I have been wantin to give them up or sit and drink every nite which is not like me at all.... I dont no wots wrong with me and I am taking me anti depressants so I no they are workin but there is somethin else and I cant get me finger on it...

I am lonely too and I joined a few dating sites but I seem to be attractin 'jerk's and weirdos as well as older men!!! ooo I must be UGLY!!!

I want to shake this feeling but I cant if the kids wld just give me a break it wld be ok but they wont let up ... I want to cry or worse still become an alcoholic cos drink is the only thing tht is keepin me sane at the minute.. I no this may sound horrible but I think tht becos of all tht has happened in the last year is finally comin to a head and its gettin to me.. why the hell did he have to upset our family life? why the hell cant he have them on weekend but he aint allowed the stupid son of a bitch!!! :@:@:@...

sorry if all this sounds harse ladies but its how I feel and I just needed to talk to someone and let it out

[emerald-babe31]

sori tht shld say I am unable to cope at the start..

[clare bear]

hey sis tell um there aunty clare will sort um out. dont get down again sis you dont need it. remember where i am im a good listener. lol

[pinky29]

ok hun sorry your feeling like this. you know the kids are prob playing up because they can sense mummy feeling poo at the moment so they are playing on it! i think whats happening here is that everything that has happened in the past has finally caught up on you so you need to take stock of things quickly be firm with the kids rules are rules in your house bedtime properly then time for yourself to relax bath have a few drinks read whatever relaxes you! whatever is bugging you will soon shift but you have so many angry upset emotions going on that you need to deal with them! you know the best thing buy yourself a punch bag & let rip on it !!!! hope you feel better soon chick all here for you xx

[c.a.cullum]

oh huni im so sorry ur feeling like this!! u'v done rite talking about it tho... u have to find some1 u can talk 2in person...u mustnt keep these feelings 2 urself coz it'l only build up!!! mayb get urself to gps... and as 4ur kids..pinkys rite... they r playing on the fact that ur strength and defences r down!!

get urself bak up and things wil fall in2 place again!! just dont bottle things up!! keep talking!!

mmuch love hun!! ***

[shelley]

Oh hun!! i can't fully appreciate how you're feeling but can have a good guess. I know i could bang my head against a wall when my 3 start playing it up but can always have a break when stu home or when i'm at work. Keep your chin up yo're doing a great job but need some support, like i've said to you before x

You want pinky slipper & then lock them in a shed lol

[pinky29]

wicked woman lol!

[CoNFuSeD24]

Awww hun I am sorry to hear things are bad for you but in all honesty I'm not too sure what to say but just wanted to let you know I have listened/read and am here for you hun. *hugggggggggggs* AND YOUR NOT UGLY!!!! Dont let anyone tell you other wise hun. ******x

[emerald-babe31]

aww ty u all.. u are all great listeners... I guess yes it has all been building up as u say pinky and I need to let it out.. have u got a punch bag lol... as for the slippper can I borrow it as well

Aunty clare u can have them for a week lol and give there mummy a rest...

I hope to hell all this shifts but i do no tht next week I am havin a blow out for me bday and to hell with the hang over the next day

I love u all ******************************xx

[pinky29]

and we love ya to !!!!