had a lovely time with mum and dad. but got really down about wanting to go home so my dad left me his card details and said if you want tyo come home then use it. so i did and i'm going home on thursday. i'm not sure if i will have the guts to stay or not. i told john how i feel again last night and i think he really took me serious he asked me to give it a bit longer until we have our own place and that and then we will decided together what to do. it still seems like a long way off though. but i'm looking forward to seeing my brothers and things.
Yeah for sure... I been here in UK from nearly 3 years away from my family who are in Australia. Its very hard... I hope again everything goes well hun. *hugggs*
good luck with everything hun!!! u gotta do wot makes u happy!! :smile: we only live once and none of us wanna spend that time feeling alone and sad!!! hope everything works out for the best for u!!
thanks ladies. i'm feeling alot better now. i have packed birth cert just incase!lol! i don't think i'm brave enopugh for that though! john has started doing better at work now so maybe things are gonna start getting better! hopefully. xx