not to sure

[clare bear]

well i had my 1st visit to a spiritualist church tonight, im not to sure about it though, it felt really weird. i cant explain why but it just did. i was told that you sing hymns, but it was songs like reach for the stars and spirit in the sky. afterwards you could be healed by the healers. i might go next week to see how it goes ill let you all know. i was talking to a lady outside and she said that the weird things going on in my house was my great aunt from my dads side, but she hardly ever saw me or hardley even knew me, i dont know if that matters. well there you go weird i know.

[carmen_richards]

Hey Clare.,... your great aunti is maybe just keeping an eye on you to make sure you are ok... she may be worried about you.

[CoNFuSeD24]

I never sing the songs when we go. I just read the words to the song in the book they give ya with the words. We havent been for a while now... might go during next week. See how you go if you go again. Might no be so werid the second time ya go.

[clare bear]

im gonna go next week just to see how it goes, just dont konw wot i will feel like if i get a message.

[CoNFuSeD24]

It is a werid feeling when someone comes thru for you and gives you a message. But I always feel happy that they have tried to come to me... thought about me even after they gone. Try not to worry too much about it and enjoy it all. )

[carmen_richards]

When we went to a spirit church... we had my partner mate... Danny show up... he hated spiritualist churches in fact he hated religion as a whole because his dad was a vicar. But danny being danny it is always like him to show his face in the place he would take the mickey out of for the sheer hell of it... lol

[CoNFuSeD24]

hehe

[clare bear]

im off out to the church again tonight . im a bit less worried this time. maybe it wont seem so weird tonight. ill let you all know how it goes tonight.

[CoNFuSeD24]

Ohhhh cools... hope it all goes well for you. )

[clare bear]

well it was even more weird this week than last. the medium was also a vicar, she did nt seem to be with it if you know wot i mean. she gave a message to a woman i l know really well,saying it was her mother ethal, her mum was not called ethal, but they went along with it. now to me that was not a true message. i know its gonna sound freaky or stupid but when the medium gave a message to another lady it was about a stomach op her mother had had before she passed, all the way through the message my scar on my stomach kept crampin up, when she had finished it stopped.its neva cramped up before.