READY TO REACH BREAKIN POINT

[emerald-babe31]

why do I feel like im a failure as a mum is it because my kids are treatin me like the dirt on the bottom of a shoe Have I done somethin I wasnt supposed to do and this is my punishment? maybe its the fact tht I was goin to give Emma up for adoption when she was born.. I just cant take ne more of the fights the way they have no respect for me wots so ever and they wont even listen to chris either... emma keeps sayin she hates him when he tries to work with her to give me a break and then she starts screamin the place down im sure the neighbours think im battering them!!!

I want to cry at this minute in time I have had to put them both to bed now at 7pm with no supper and no dvds etc .... they will just have to learn tht respect has to be earned I mean its not like tht dont want for ne thing they get wot they want maybe we shld stop doin tht and see wot happens..

Ne advice wot be sooo much help to me

Don't worry babe, you are not alone! Everybody has crap from their kids, it's how you deal with it I think makes the difference. Try not to let them see that they're really getting to you (I know that's hard - you can loose it when they're out of the room), and a night with no supper or dvd's won't kill them! Stand strong, chin up, and hopefully they'll be sorry in the morning.

[emerald-babe31]

they werent to bad today altho it was chris bday and they wanted to make him breakfast but he decided to have a lie in aint he lucky cos I never got one for me bday last week lol

they aint been to bad today so we will see how it goes but I want a holiday lol