The College Co-Ordinator!!

[xorockstarox]

Okay, This has been bugging me for sometime now and finally i can get it out!.

On June 27th It was my last day of college until September, i was hoping to do my diploma in Childcare, ive always done my foundation award and most of the class is moving up to Diploma level in September.

I passed all my work assignments with Distinctions and only had 1 merit out of the whole lot, i passed my exam the first time and didn't have to do a re-take..

So not long ago i had my interview to see if i could get onto the second level or not, and as soon as i got in there they started knocking my attendance and i got like 97% attendance...And i was extremely mad because although i only got one Merit it was like it was refer to them...It isn't a failure its just a step down from Distinction its a good grade!!..

And then they we're mocking my maths Grade, maths is a subject i find extremely difficult im no good with figures, but my english grade was okay.

But the whole story is that i got moved down from Level 2, because originally i started there but unfortunately the teacher i had like 2 1/2 years ago gave me a bad reference so they moved me down...And ive stayed here for a year and proved to them that..The reference was not true and that ive changed..Which i think i have....So if i was good on level 1 they'd move me up to level 2 with no questions asked..

But the placement woman has told the co-ordinator im not Mature enough!, ive never looked after an effing pre-schooler in my whole friggin' life...I was nervous around them..Jesus what do they expect...No ones perfect!!

And im not being big headed here, but im smarter than half the people in my class who have to have some kind of support, not that im dissing people with support but they told me when i got moved down that they wouldn't be able to offer support on level 2 and some of the people i know that have support are moving up...So obviously they've told me a lie to try and fob me off and to be quite honest im having none of it...Im absolutely furious!!!!

Sorry about the essay, i was just telling the story so people know where im coming from

[emmal20]

well i did child care aswell aand to be honest one tutor nikki was horrible it wud be hard to get a gud reference from her i know were nur cumming from i think ur so gud at college and they envy and are jealus from u because ur a bright girl and it took them yonks to be teaching u

[xorockstarox]

Thanks Emma =)

And Im not getting any Younger, and of course if i did want to go back id have to pay £100 for course fee's and i can't afford it, what baffles me is how can students pluck 100quid out of the air...

Jeez it makes me so mad