why am i always complaining, i feel like its all i ever do.
lee is proper windin me up n annoyin the hell out of me. last week i wrote on facebook bout a night out with 1 of my mates. its a studenty type thing n u get dresse up n ave tasks, great nite out, well this year tasks r kiss superwoman, kiss superman and few others. i dont even wanna go.
well i wrote on my friends wall doubt u ill b goin lee wont b happy wiv tasks lol.
totally innocent n he read it n flew of the handle, sayin dont think u will b goin etc etc.
well number1. no one tells me wot 2 do like that
number2. why did he think i wud cheat on him, that hurt badly. the only apologies i got were a txt wen he realised he was wrong.
well he came home last night. still no apology. we went 2 bed n i wasnt in mood 4 sex coz of everything n he went in a proper mood, sayin i dont fancy him no more. n i want some one younger. i got really upset why is he bein like this. i jus dont understand. im at my wits end with him, i love him so much but he goes on like this quite often. im jus like stop worryin bout ureself 4 once n bein selfish. think bout us as a couple n why i wud b wiv him if i didnt love him. no apology 4 that either but he will cum in from work expect everything 2 b hunky dory.
im sick of feelin low from him. why is he bein like this? does he want 2 split up but me break it off? i dont know,


