Baby number 2
That explains why i haven't been on for so long, I think it was sometime near the end of april, i've been so drugged up it's unbelieveable. I'm just coming to the end of my course of anti depressants. It's been absolute hell, doctors don't know whats caused the miscarriage...But it was so devastating...So i'm only just returning back to normal...All i felt was my stomach...it was so sore...It just felt like being kicked in the stomach repeatedly...I collapsed and when i woke i was in hospital...I couldn't believe my luck..What was meant to be a friends birthday turned out to be a full blown panic to casulty....I bet my mates very happy at me since i messed up her party...
Well...More luck in the future i suppose...At least i've still got Aiden at the end of it.
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