im lost.

[stacy_elise]

i dont know what im gonna do, my head is all over the place and im supposed 2 b startin college again on monday, so much stuff is going on emotionally in my life and i jus feel drained and unable 2 function properly.
elise my daughter has been hard work lately and shes taken 2 screamin at me and tellin me she hates me and doesnt wanna stay wiv me and she wants 2 go 2 her dads, all because i dont give her wot she wnts, im stickin 2 my guns coz i know if i giv in it will only get worse, but i jus feel so emotionally drained that i cant stand my ground with her.

and again my boyfriends ex is causing trouble, we came to an agreement that we would have his kids the weekend that i keep elise so that me and my boyfriend had time to spend together the weekend that elise goes to her dads, but now my b/f ex has decided he has 2 ave the kids this weekend while elise is at her dads, but also on the saturday nite, which is our night, he works away all week. and he sed no i will collect them after work on friday n shes sayin no its saturday or dont cum at all and he jus doesnt know wot 2 do, but wont stand up 2 her coz he loves his kids, n wants 2 see them, so allthough im feelin so down at the min, n my daughter goes away 4 2 days i gain 3 others who dont ave rules.

then 2 top it all of, i really want 2 start trying 4 another baby, but lee doesnt seem 2 want 2 listen 2 how i feel and he doesnt realise quite how much i want a baby, now im tryin 2 talk 2 him bout everything n he wud rather go out drinkin wiv his mates.
my head is jus so messed up n college means so much 2 me n i jus feel like at the min i cant deal wiv it all. my heads f**ked. argghhh.

[Charlie_x]

Honestly hun i know you love him but it sounds like both you and your daughter could do with a massive break away from it all, look how stressed out it is getting you, i know its easy for us to say do this do that, but we can all see how hard your trying and its obviously not getting through to him at all, you dont need all this added stress ontop of going back to collage (btw what you going to study) i dont know what more i can say but maybe you and your daughter need to take a break from everything and have some fun without any of them to clear your head and then see how you feel afterwards! x

[stacy_elise]

i know thats wot we shud do, and had every intention of it, but we cant b apart. im studyin teaching assistant 2 eventually become primary school teacher. we've had a good talk 2day so jus gonna take each day as it comes and see where we end up. x

[Charlie_x]

thats the only thing you can do just take each day as it comes and see where you end up you know were all here if you ever wana talk hun