i was 15 and with a lad who i didnt realise was a waste of space!! we\\\\\\\'d been 2geva almost a year when i found out i was pregnant!! it was 10 o\\\\\\\'clock at nite and i\\\\\\\'l never forget the sick feeling that overrun my body..i could barely stand up!! all i wanted to do was go home and tell my mum! so thats what we done.. she was sitting in the kitchen and it took me an hour to get her on her own!! i rememmber exactly what i said..\\\\\\\'mum please dont hate me!..\\\\\\\' she knew straight away!! as she got up and began to walk away i shouted out to her not to leave me alone!! she went in and told my dad!! who reacted worse than my mum!! he told my b/f to leave but i wanted him with me so my mum let him stay!! i have never seen my dad look so disappointed and upset in all my life!! at that moment i thought he was going to hate me forever!! well as the days passed my mum got her head round it and started giving me the pros and cons about having the baby and not!! the baby wud have been due in may.. which was when my GCSE\\\\\\\'s were!! at 1st i said yes im going to have this baby... then my mum gave me the cons of doing this so over the next day or so i said i wudnt have it... then my mum gave me cons of that too!! i told her she was confusing me.. wot does se want me to do!!?? my mum refused to say wot she wanted as this was my decision and i was the one who wud have to live with it!! at the time i just wanted some1 to tell me wot i was going to do!! im so glad now that it was my choice as i kno that no matter which oone my mum wud have picked i wud have held it against her!! well about a week after i had told my parents.. my dad hadnt spoke to me or vice versa.. it was a sunday and my dad came home from the pub.. he leaned over and smiled at me... i just turned away!! next thing i knew there was a awful sound coming from the bathroom.. my mum came back and told me to go see my dad... he was crying almost hysterically.. and he said to me \\\\\\\'i just want u to talk to me!\\\\\\\' i didnt think he wanted to talk to me!! he told me he loved me no matter wot and i was still his little girl!! (this is making me cry just thinking bout it!!) as my sisters found out they were all realy upset!! i had made every member of our family cry!! i finally decided not to have the baby! and once i had made my mind up.. i felt so much better!!