it started off a regular day, woke up, pregant of course, a week late, had my shower, went down stairs did a few cleaning up got all the phone calls from family? still no baby yet(me \\\\\\\"no, i think u wid know if i had\\\\\\\"lol) so after dinner time me n graeme went up 2 see my freind gemma...

Sitting on her beddy just yappin i kept saying ave got a really sare tummy, but that was it, nthing els ehtough of

So went home later n started to make supper, and was watching hollyoaks and i though this pains are gettn worse and worse, could i be having my baby now, nah course not, but later on about 8 oclock pains were mega sore, so i got out my tens machine and we went down to the dvd shop and hired 2 dvds and went round to my mums

Round at mums, shes gettn all excited and phoned this hospital, bh this time contractions were strong and coming every 5 mins... so hospital said it could be false lablour and a few dyas yet \\\\\\\"not impressed, was due for inducing in 2 days\\\\\\\"..

We sat down and watched shes the man, my favorite dvd lol, and starting watching something else, dont know what, however we didnt see the end, i decided the stoopid tens was jsut eletrictuing me now and wanted it off.. off that came and mum phoned the hispital again, i went over for a check and they said i had onyl dialted 3cm and its a long way yet..

Got home and tryed to go ti bed at 1am, my graeme fell straight asleep, i was up down, in the bath haivng a shower eating everything and nothing helped, pains coming every 1 min now, couldnt handle it, so i phoned mum siad \\\\\\\"baby comming, time for hospital\\\\\\\" so she rushed round and me her bump n graeme went into hospital.

when i arrived it was about 3 am, and the ocntractions seemed to have fadded awya so, i decided to stay an our see if anything changed, i went through i phase of eating everything in sight, i was starving?? LOL

at about 5 am, i was 4cm gone and then i demanded the gas and air, and all my problems faded away then she was born ...


HAHAHA

Hardly if only eh, no i must admit gas and air takes the edge of things but pains were coming all th etime now really i was only gett n 10 seconds breathing, i pased the corrider up and down up and down but no more dialtion..

Its kinda of a blur after this but all try my best

I think about 7am i was taken through to the dilaevry suite were i spent the next 5 hours on a recliner chair, jsut with my gas and air my mum graeme and midwife...dont know what i was saying, i was txting apprantly with my eyes shut, talking about walls, and sqashing my mums hand...haha i was given morphine i claim it didnt work

At 12am i was dialted 8cm i think, and i went to go to the toilet however i triped over the seat fell on the floor my waters broke and thats were i stayed...

I wanted to push more than anything, its the weridest feeling iver ever faelt but i was alowed to yet, howevr it didnt take long about 3 mins i think and they let me push, by this time my dad was here, and he came in and stayed up my head with me holding my hand, wiping my head and cleanin up my sick

I starrted pusshing. its veyr hard i did it on all fours, i tried squating it helped the pain of pushing but my legs coultn hold me up for very long... so all fours was best, everytime i pushed i was sick, i went through baout 20 dispoable sick buckets LOL

At 12.20 my little girl came splashing into the world in a puddle of water, and i was so relieved. they kept telling me to stand up to get the plecenta outi kept saying, leave me to sleep, i evertully did what i was told and plop out it went - well most of it !!

I held jamie-lee , we told every1 her name, and i called my cuzin lou, but my granny had already told her, and i went to have a bath, the rest really is a blur!!

i went to get stiches but i pleeeded with them not too, but i was bleeidng heavly but then they relised it wasnt were i was torn i wa s bleeding so i went to have a bath and they left me a in the bath graeme was with me, i went to get out, i stood up and i fainted in graemes arms, nest thing i was waking up on the fllor with a toilet at my face every1 shouting my name and put in a a wheel chair, then i remebr waking up on a bed with just all these midwifes and my dad i was screaming \\\\\\\"dad ther hurting ma\\\\\\\" as they tried to put a drip in, i ws sick all over some midwife too, then it was about 6 oclock at night and i woke up, couldnt move my hands, in a room, with graeme and my mum and my baby girl lying sleeping.. i didnt know what had happned, apratnly i hemeraiged from left over membrane.. but yehway, i still never got stiches!!!

I was then put in an abulance up to elgin hospital (as i was only in our local maternity ) and there i was put ona drip and given 3 pints of blood, i was let back to local maternity after 2 days and out of maternicty 2 dyas later, and im still bleeding yet 6 months later, but Jamie-lee was lal worth it xxxxxxxx