OK where do i start?...mmmm
ok i fell preganant when i was 18...yes i was scared and no i never had any second thoughts as too wether i was going to get rid of the baby, i had a lovely pregnacy up intill i was 7months, i began feeling fat, horrible, and no longer sexy i went from a slim size 10 up too a size 16 by the time i was 7months, other than that baby and i was very well. i didnt stop too think what the labour might be like i just looked at it asif the pain was that bad why would people being having 2,3, 4 children? going through the pain again and again?....well i found that answer out when i start my slow labour on th 7th may! a week before he was due. I had a \\\\\\\'show\\\\\\\' and very heavy contractions, my stomach kept tensing and going cone shaped...i new labour had started, by this time contractions throughout the day had gone from being like every half our to every 3minutes..i was so excited my baby was going too be born on my brthday...8th may..i was then told i would have an internal too see how far i had dilated.which was painfull enough...i had only dilated 2cms over a period of 19-20hours!!:-( i wasnt happy at all i just wanted too cry!they wanted too send my mum home and keep me on monitor just incase things changed...but being young i didn\\\\\\\'t want to be left alone..so i let hopsital and 3nights of no sleep and then i had decided i had had enough!!that was it something had too make this baby come out...warm bath didn\\\\\\\'t work...curry niether.!so i tried a pinapple which i was told relises acid too break the waters...thursday moring i woke too a puddle on my bed...without no contractions i dragged myself too te toilet feeling very embarassed but before even making it there i had a huge gush of water funny down my legs, i was so scared!i went into hospital and they had to induce me too make my contractions speed up..finally i started getting the contrated after ten minutes of being on the drip, i started of using gas and air and by the time i had dilated too 9cms i had pethidene as i was so tired and need ed somthing too relax me....by this time i wasnt even awar of what or who was around me..mum had too be taken out of the room as they thought there was a compication too why baby wasnt coming out they used ventouse suction too pull him out,..scarey i know but i wasnt even aware of half of this...i just remember holding my beautiful baby boy jack weighing a nice 7pounds 14, and 51cms long the pain didnt hit me till the next day stiches down below is very painful...my words were NEVER AGAIN!
Watching jack grow up even though times had been hard i had the best help i could ask for i love every minute being with jack and when other things get me down one look at him and things just change....and after all this im preganant again...im in my last 4weeks and starting too too find it hard coping with 18month old jack a belly the size of a elephant, the fact that im young and have too children makes evey one look and stare but im not just like them other teenage mothers i look after my baby\\\\\\\'s dont drink, smoke going partying all the time i always have jack with me and feel thats the way it should be...im very happy with who i am and who i have in my life even though its hard at times i think wether your 30 or 20 (which i am now) you can be just a good mother as anyone else and if not better.