well nobody has the same experiance twice do they? no pregnacy is the same no birth is the same and no child is the same?

When i first found i was pregnant i was nineteen, and man was it a shock! although my period was two weeks late and that never happened and also my breats were so painful. so to be honest i knew but just didn\\\\\\\'t want to admit it. After taking the test i walked down the stairs and my fourteen year old little brother looked at me and said infront of the whole family your pregnant arent you?

how the hell he knew that i will never know! some kinda sixth sense maybe!

i had only been with the father for about 11 weeks maybe and after one night of being stupid and not using protection i was faced with an awful nightmare. as he had told me he didnt under no circumstances want children. also at the time i was working as a waitress, although i loved it it wasn\\\\\\\'t that great a money, hense the six maxed out credit cards in my wallet! i had also a week before sent of my application form to join the t.a army to train as a nurse! aaargh! what do i do?
it\\\\\\\'s also funny as soon as my suspicions were confirmed the morning sickness kicks in! horrendous!

eventually the next day after alot of thinking i decided i could do this! alone or not. i would be a good mum and i had alot of support of family. especially my parents they were fab!

so i told him. he did the usual is it mine? ha ha! joker! then went all quiet. which is when i told him if he didn\\\\\\\'t want to be involved that was fine. i could do this on my own and i wouldn\\\\\\\'t come running to him in the future for money. which i wouldn\\\\\\\'t it was my decision to keep this baby and i didn\\\\\\\'t use protection either and it does take two!
he said he wanted to be with me and after a lot of thought he told me that a child should have two parents and he was going to stick around. so we decided just for the pregnancy to just concentrate on our relationship to see where it took us and to see how we felt. so we fell in love and everything was great. i decided to get my debts cleared then i could start buying things i needed for the baby.
i had my twelve week scan in which everything was fine. and it looked strangly like an alien.
i told my beloved great nan who was 90 and in a home and she was overjoyed!
then i flew of to greece on holiday with my nan for two weeks.

it couldn\\\\\\\'t be more perfect!