jessica is now eighteen months. john is happy again. he has a great job and is picking up a new car tonight.

jessica is walking and talking she is happy and healthy and she is loved so much. it\\\\\\\'s hard on my own all day stuck in the middle of nowhere with no friends but being with jessica makes up for it all. she is just wonderful. she has great tantrums but she is so independant and wants to do ebverything herself and her way.

i have now told you my story. i hope you haven\\\\\\\'t judged. although it was all hard i don\\\\\\\'t regret a thing as i wouldn\\\\\\\'t have my girl. i could have walked away from john at the begining but when i look at them togheter now they love each other so much and who am i to take a little girls daddy away! it was fate! i believe!

i didn\\\\\\\'t have to say all that but i needed to tell the whole story as i have never spoken to anyone about it before! anyway we are in a good place now! we are good people and our daughter would never have suffered because of our mistakes. you would do anything to protect your child and i always will.